Who is this again? 😉
Weblog
Ash Wednesday Blues
Years ago and long before the Catechism was published, while I was a struggling artist living in Mid-City New Orleans, my buddy and housemate Paul Heimann and I got frustrated over the dearth of Mardi Gras songs which celebrated the fact that Mardi Gras actually ends. The party stops.
So we wrote this one and copyrighted it.
Here is a picture of me taken by the Times Picayune while I was at OLL, long after my ultimate conversion and ordination
This song was written a lifetime ago.
But we still love it.
ASH WEDNESDAY BLUES
vs. 1
Can’t you tell, I’m crying inside,
Can’t you see the tears in my eyes?
My pockets are all empty, my clothes are all torn,
I’m tattered from yesterday’s Mardi Gras storm. (chorus)
vs. 2
C’mon Mr. Trashman, sweep me away.
All reason for life, died yesterday.
Got no place to go, got nothing to do,
Since I said good b’ye to that last
Mardi Gras Krewe.
Chorus:
Ashes to Ashes, dust to dust,
Got to do what I know I must
Got to lie down and take a snooze
Before I wake up to those
Ash Wednesday Blues.
~~~Bridge~~~
Everyone’s packed up
and left downtown
No one left
to boogie on down *
What am I
Suposed
to do? …
vs. 3
Oh well, I’ll just pick myself up.
Dust myself off and grab a cup.
Cause I know next year’s comin’ around.
I’m going back to that
Mardi Gras town.
Chorus
*so written in the 80’s, but a great song!
Maudlin Tuesday
I woke up so early today, completely sleepless, and pulled the covers over my head to avoid the reality that yes, it was morning and yes, I have some things on my mind. I just needed some more sleep in the worst way. And what really bothered me is that I watched “The Shining” last night while getting a bit of work done. (Some people put on music, I put on movies.)
I saw the Shining years ago, and didn’t really get it. Everyone I said that to explained it to me, and I still never got it. So I thought that watching it again now, now that I’m mature and have so much life experience upon which to draw, it would be crystal clear. But I still don’t really ‘get’ it. I really like some of the filming in the snow at night, however.
But when I woke up, all I recalled was the crazed mania, the uneasiness, the creepiness of being in such a situation, and the strange talk about the phenomenon known as “The Shining”. As I lay there (feeling miserable to be honest, with allergies all about,) I couldn’t help but wonder, once again as I had so many years ago, what the phenomenon of the shining had to do with the main character’s insanity. There’s a link, which is crystal clear because everyone else understands it. But the logic has always eluded me. Maybe it’s supposed to be illogical, and maybe we’re not supposed to think about it too much. Maybe it’s just meant to be disturbing, and to leave us disturbed. I’m going to watch it again, I know. And then google it and see what’s written about it. And then I’ll wonder why I invested so much time in it when True Grit is out now and is probably a much more enjoyable (not to mention spiritually healthier) film.
But laying in bed I brought my Breviary before my sleep filled eyes and read through the Office and Morning Prayer. It was so perfect for my dour ungenerous mood ~~~~ Psalm 102 and Job. Psalm 102, that’s a long story. And Job, that’s even longer. And they’re both miserable.
But they hold the promise of better things to come, and that was just the swift kick I needed to start the day off prayerfully.
There’s a lot to let go of when we invest in a life in Christ. And that includes dour ungenerous moods, and petty differences, and selfishness, and even occasional early morning blues and tiredness.
Jesus said, “Amen, I say to you,
there is no one who has given up house or brothers or sisters
or mother or father or children or lands
for my sake and for the sake of the Gospel
who will not receive a hundred times more now in this present age:
houses and brothers and sisters
and mothers and children and lands,
with persecutions, and eternal life in the age to come.
But many that are first will be last, and the last will be first.”
Letting go of concerns though, it’s important to remember the entire concept of self-care. That’s another long story too.
I have the feeling there are a lot of long stories I should start writing down.
But not today. I’m going to go back to bed and pull the covers over my head. go get some very important work done.
Update Someone has done an in depth review of “The Shining”. The mystery will be revealed!
Spring Cleaning Links
My Penitential Friday so far has been clearly non-penitential.
After getting some work done I headed over to The Galley for a Seafood Platter because… well it’s Carnival Season. And that’s a good enough reason, isn’t it? Isn’t it? It is.
I’m glad we cleared this up.
Schemas and Plans through Prayer and Cleaning
My scheme is to do a lot of walking during Carnival Season, so I need to be well fortified. I was going to pass completely on having anything to do with Mardi Gras, but I noticed I’ve been setting aside walking shoes, stocking up on water, sunscreen, etc.
Anyway.
I have this habit of saving every web page which looks remotely interesting in my bookmarks/favorites folder/bar and then rarely going back to them until I eventually just wipe them all out and start over again.
In a stroke of genius I said, ‘Well let me just clear them out here, and then I’ll be able to navigate to them whenever I want to.’ I’ll can create a special bookmarks category, and it will be easy as pie. (Pie? Mmmmmmm…)
And this is clearly a penitential act as I’d much rather be outside cycling. But this penitential act will helps other, I know. Thousands will gaze upon it and find interesting links, and my time will have been well worth it. Indeed. It’s a schema, a plan.
So, here we go.
Part One
I’m Just Walkin’. I followed this guy’s walking trek across the USA. It was intruiging.
Next up… Er. OK, well not every bookmarked site needs to go here. Some just need to be discarded. Moving along…
The Short Arm Guy is definitely worth a looksee sometime. I think the theme here is that I’m fascinated by unusual people, since I am fairly unique myself.
Diet and Exercise Alert! Beach Bod Plan. Yes, that’s going really well. Yep.
Elizabeth’s Rome. While I have no desire to go to Rome any time soon, Elizabeth here blogs about the best places to go while you are there based upon her personal experience. It’s there so that when I go back to Paris I can find a similar site to peruse, if I even would have remembered to look at Elizabeth’s site again in the first place. Useless.
Some Photography…
Photo du Jour, over at the PBase site is however quite useful. My camera is a Canon EOS 5d mark ii, and I love looking through the shots over there, which you are able to peruse by camera model. The 5d shots sold me. That and Martha Stewart has the same camera so I figured it had to be a good thing.
Paul Lantz is also the proud owner of a 5d markii, and blogs occasionally with his photos. (His are much better than mine.)
Canon Field Reviews was a remarkable photography site by a user of Canon equipment, who got a better deal and now blogs for Nikon using the D3S. I love my Canon, but if I had an unlimited budget, one of the cameras I would be highly interested in would be the D3S. A good example of it everyday use can be seen over at The Pioneer Woman. Still, Martha has a Canon, and I am loving it too. I think it ultimately has more to do with the subject matter, the eye behind the camera, and photoshop.
And isn’t this beautiful? It was taken with a 5dmarkii.
Whew! This is exhausting and tedious work. I need some water.
This is going to have to all be categorized later, which will be a whole new brand of penance. But none of this is really penance it’s actually just homework. So I should stop whining and get back to it.
The Spirit of the Forest is alive and well in more beautiful photos.
Startlingly Clear Photos taken with a Nikon D3X. the PBase site is remarkable, but you cannot link to the images. You can, however, take screenshots to encourage visitors (and actually if you cannot, I’ll gladly take the screenshot down.)
Moving on to Food…
The Perfect Party Cake. I had read this sometime ago and for whatever reason thought it’d be good to make for a staff thing at some point. I have yet to try it.
That link led me over to Tuesday’s with Dorie, which is yet another reason I need to be walking around more. But the link explains all about the perfect party cake.
And if you’ve never seen an amazingly beautiful carved watermelon, head over to SmugMug’s Food Central and see the beautiful one there.
Home Improvements
On quite a different note, Armor Proxy appears to be the place for restoring or painting concrete surfaces. I’m on a mission to try it out somewhere soon. And that’s actually a link I’ll be keeping handy.
Here is Armor Proxy’s Concrete Color Chart. Get ready to do some major drooling.
Wouldn’t you just love for your garage floor to be this awesome?
Everything you Need to Know to solve your concrete dilemmas.
And as if all of that wasn’t enough, you must check out their Extreme Duty line.
It is awesome looking stuff. You could paint masonry graves with it. Patios, carports, porches. Maybe summertime should be the summertime of armorproxying dangerously. I think it might end up very nicely.
In a major shift of focus, we have here an Essay on Islam. I enjoy reading online essays, but this one is on the tedious side, and I have not been able to make headway with it, which is why I saved it. I’m somehow convinced I want to read it. But not really. Nonetheless, there it is
Houses in Films
However, Hooked on Houses is an icon of pop culture. It’s filled with famous houses from movies and TV. If you like films, head on over sometime.
The Houseboat from Sleepless in Seattle is (or was?) on the market for a cool $2.5 Million. Its the largest home on Lake Union.
Silver Screen Surroundings is another site devoted to movie locales.
Decorating in Red and Green is a post which brought me to looking at the aforementioned movie locale sites. Pointing out the psychology in decorating for movie homes, it analyzes the house in “Home Alone”, and points out that almost everything in it is decorated in Red and Green. Fascinating. And yet, who knew?
Another Miscellany Phase
What’s not to like about Ben Casnocha? He’s probably already in your bookmarks somewhere.
A little something all about Gluten free Donuts. Hmmm, could be good for the money counters on Monday AM’s.
Though in retrospect, they might readily prefer Martha Stewart’s Moist and Boozy Fruitcake.
On the techno front, Aladdin Lighting Companyis offering LED bulbs to free ourselves forever of those pesky flourescents. I think. That’s one of those links which will be right up there next to Armor Proxy.
Christopher is a wonderful Catholic Blogger, and his link is headed for my blogroll which I will be redoing very soon. Highly recommended.
This is so goofy. It’s called Martha Stewart Pot. It’s kinda dumb.
Drafthorse Big and Tall Clothing. Big and Tall Clothing, at 6’6″, is always bookmarked.
Charming Catholic Homeschooling site.
A discount dinnerware site. Don’t ask me why, I don’t really know. But it was interesting at the time.
Music for Organ, Manuals Only. I admit it. I’m out of practice and have been working relatively pedal-less for months now! I’m seeking a therapist so I can be more open about it.
Chef Alexandra Guarnaschelli is the proprietress of my favorite cooking show. I bookmarked her fan page on Facebook so that I can add it when Facebook stops being ridiculous and lets me add more pages. I really don’t add a lot, but a lot of people have added me to groups and such and it’s a confused mess I am still trying to figure out. In the meantime though, so many great people I’ve met through there. Still, I do have to ‘Add’ a ‘Like’ to this fan page at some point.
Nearing the End
This is someone’s Post your favorite Artwork blog. I was having an El Greco kind of day, and stumbled upon it and thought it interesting. I subsequently was not very interested in it at all, but it had evidently already been bookmarked.
Ta Dah! El Greco.
The Bell of the Wanderer is a neat little weblog I’d like to read again. Clean style, artful presentation, thoughtful posts. Worlds better than mine here.
And Table Etiquette and Gluttony has readings from Wisdom helping to enlighten our minds and our waists. It’s thoughtfully done, and the readings are wonderful.
Strange, Bizarre, Thoughtful, Freaky, immediately caught my eye and my new best of buds. Whoever it is.
I want to use all of the artwork from this site, and find out a bit more about the Mennonites. They were all over Bolivia the times I visited.
And that about wraps it up for my Bookmarks Folder. I can clean it out and sleep well tonight. Maybe tomorrow I can get to the Bookmarks Bar, which seems to have just about as many.
Sigh.
I hope that all of you have some amazing bookmarks, and that you’re more organized than me about the whole issue.
Still, it’s done, and I am off for a robust walk.
Wisdom, Growing in purity of Heart
Sometimes I get lost in The Office of Reading, Morning Prayer and the Mass Readings. Sometimes I have the time to be contemplative.
Today wasn’t one of those days. But all of these jumped out at me, and I ended up jotting them down here.
They speak so beautifully to the heart when we try to grow in wisdom, and in grace.
None of us are perfect; and life is complex and at times tragic. That’s where wisdom can be found at times. Acknowledging the struggles in life, and developing authentic character, tried in the forges of life trials.
These verses speak for themselves, and point us towards the path of righteousness, humility and holiness:
“A good name is better than good ointment, and the day of death than the day of birth. … For that is the end of every man, and the living should take it to heart. Sorrow is better than laughter, because when the face is sad, the heart grows wiser. The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning, but the heart of fools is in the house of mirth.” Eccliesiastes, 6:13-14.
“Do not in spirit become quickly discontented, for discontent lodges in the heart of a fool.”
‘For the protection of wisdom is as the protection of money; and the advantage of knowledge is that wisdom preserves the life of its owner.”
“Do not give heed to every word that is spoken lest you hear your servant speak ill of you, for you know in your heart that you have many times spoken ill of others.”
“What exists is far reaching; it is deep, very deep: who can find it out? I turned my thoughts toward knowledge; I sought and pursued wisdom and reason, and I recognized that wickedness is foolishness and folly is madness.”
From the responsory: “Who can say: My heart is pure; I am not a sinner? There is no living man so holy who does good and never sins. If we claim to be sinless we deceive ourselves; but if we acknowledge our sins, then God who is faithful and just will forgive us.”
From an instruction by Saint Columban, abbot: “Seek then the highest wisdom, not by arguments in words but by the perfection of your life, not by speech but by faith that comes from simplicity of heart, not from the learned speculations of the unrighteous.
If you search by means of discussions for the God who cannot be defined by words, he will depart further from you than he was before. If you search for him by faith, wisdom will stand where wisdom lives, at the gates. Where wisdom is, wisdom will be seen, at least in part. But wisdom is also to some extent truly attained when the invisible God is the object of faith, in a way beyond our understanding, for we must believe in God, invisible as he is, though he is partially seen by a heart that is pure.”
From the readings for Mass:
Blessed the man who follows not
the counsel of the wicked
Nor walks in the way of sinners,
nor sits in the company of the insolent,
But delights in the law of the LORD
and meditates on his law day and night.
“Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin,
it would be better for him if a great millstone
were put around his neck
and he were thrown into the sea.
If your hand causes you to sin, cut it off.
It is better for you to enter into life maimed
than with two hands to go into Gehenna,
into the unquenchable fire.And if your foot causes you to sin, cut if off.
It is better for you to enter into life crippled
than with two feet to be thrown into Gehenna.
And if your eye causes you to sin, pluck it out.Better for you to enter into the Kingdom of God with one eye
than with two eyes to be thrown into Gehenna,
where their worm does not die, and the fire is not quenched.
Lord Jesus, help me to overcome sin in my life. Help me to overcome weakness, and to strive for the perfection of my life with your grace. Amen.